Tuesday, September 30, 2008

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 9:18 AM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Post Birthday Blues

I've got the bug!
Not really a post-birthday blues bug, bt more to I'm sick of working bug.
I am soooooooo at the verge....
Watever...

On a very lighter tone:
I GOT A BLOODY FUCKING SUZUKI SX4 FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!
WITH HANS ISAAC IN IT!!!

Ok, NO. I did not get that. But I'd probably get your attention and Nadia's attention
and Atiqah's attention for a while.

What I did get is.... A CAMERA!!!! Oh Wait!
A HOT PINK DIGITAL CAMERA!
Bt er... I dunno what't the model. Nvm, menttal note: To check digicam model.
Though it's not my latest Canon Ixus, bt it'll do just FINEEEEEEEE.

You know what I like about it? It's one strike off my birthday wishlist and now I can permanently camwhore and not bother about what others wld say coz it's MY camera!
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Special thanks to Ryan for the camera. I know he got it for his beloved Mak Ngah!
Oklah, oklah, nanti kang nxt year gua tk dpt hadiah baru padan muka kan...? So...
Special thanks to My sisters - Along & Diyana ( shocked eh.... Diyana ada contribute for the prezzie! First time in my life!!!!!!!) and My Abg Ipar - Shahreil.

WAIT A MIN! I JUST REALISE SOMETHING!
MUMMY DIN GIVE ME A PREZZIE???????
MUST CALL HER TO CHECK!!!!

Ok, after a 9 mins 57 seconds of conversation with my Mum, she said she contributed
for the camera. So... special thanks to My Mum - Munahwarah / Masita.

Oooohhh.... I am suddenly thinking about my sinful birthday cake...
Mental note: Must go eat cake when reach hm. Provided the piranhas at hm lum bedal dulu ah.

So how did the birthday went? Ok..... I guess.... The day's normal.
I argued with a staff of er... another BODY because of the stupid process they have
and almost got another heart attack. I could feel my heart crushing. Bt then,
a bit drama mama kan if I die on my birthday? So decided not to lor. ;p Other than that,
work is pretty shitty. As always. Why? I dunno. I guess I just don't have the mood to anymore.

Bt then I got surprised when Marlene gave me a prezzie! So Sweeeeeetttttttt.....!
And a bigger surprise that nearly got me alll teary-eyed.

Afni, my friend of 20 years, (yup, 20 years! The longest friend I ever have!),
gave me a special birthday message on air. I can't really remember exactly what
the message was bt basically she said something like

"Fiza, Fiza, Fiza...
Hari ini birthday my gf tau! We have been friends since we were 5 years old.
Sekarang ni, dia dah cecah umur suku abad, so we have been friends for 20 years!
Untuk gf saya Nurashikin Mohamad, HAPPY BIRTHDAY and I love you to bits!"

Fiza said.... this is sooooooooooooooo sweetttttttttttt... Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww...!

Imagine that the first time someone declared love for me on air and its not my bf/tunang/laki.
But it feels soooooo much better than having bf/tunang/laki saying it! I guess lah. I have none of the above bt my practicality tells me that its sweeter when a gf says it coz bf/tunang/laki, will HAVE to say it mahhh...

To Nur Afni Safrianie: I LOVE YOU TO BITS TOO! THANKS GALFREN!!!!

And to put icing on the cake, my dearest cuzins Yani and Nadia, came over to
celebrate with my family! I know Atiqah wld too should she be in Singapore
instead of Auckland. Nevertheless, she was one of the first few to wish me!
And then I just remembered, I don't remember striking a pose with them!
HOW KENTAL KIN! Darlings.... we have to camwhore together k!
Simpang, amcam?

To Nadia and Yani and Atiqah: THANKS SO MUCH CUZZIE FOR THE WISHES,
THE LOVE AND ENTERTAINMENT!!!! ( well, when we, cuzzins, gather, apa lagilah,
sesi gossips galore pun bermula... nasib baik tk iftar together tiap2 hari,
kalau tk pose sebulan pun tk gune! ;p bt then...we loikkkeeee kan!!!! Inilah
yang dikatakan family bonding! ;p)

And of coz that special topping on the cake is to have the Guest-of-Honour
grace my celebration! None other than si TONET!!!
Ryan Iskandar!!!

I was going to put up the pics bt I wanna collate everything first.
So Yani and Along, please email me the pics so I can upload them k!

The next day.... (24th Sep 2008), We, as in Along and myself
practically woke up at 4am due to the incessant ngek-ngoking Mr Ryan.
I strongly believed he was meng-igauing and most probably dreaming
that he lost a battle with Ultraman and is very irritated by the fact. And when he
realised he was just dreaming, he blow, den he continued to do cry lah.
Budak manja kan... Tapi cute pulak when after dier get his milk, and eksyen tido
seperti biasa, his Ibu and me were gossiping about him and saying things like
"We know, dier eksyen jer tido..." and then he tersengeh-sengeh sooo widely.
Either that, or his next dream, he won the battle with Ultraman.

But basically, we did not get proper shut eye up to 10am. And at almost 11 am.
we decided to abandon him to get our hair done! I almosttttttt got my hair permed
if not for the budgetary constraint. So I went for a simple Wash & Cut. Along definitely
got her hair permed again. And so I had to wait for 1.5 hr while she had her hair permed.
We decided that we should go back home to say Hi & Bye to Ryan before proceeding
to the Maybank and to Tanjong Katong Complex.

The first purchase? A size 1, green coloured, teluk blangah, baju kurung for Ryan.
Then we went around and around the whole building trying to look for
something for Mummy. We found an affordable pink baju kurung for Ibu, then we
went to look for an extremely light pink baju kurung for Ayah bt cldn't find any.
After almost 3 hours,we decided that we will not buy any for Ayah as Ayah said
he doesn't need another baju kurung! So we thought now, looking for something for Ibu
is easy as we do not need to match colours. We were sooooo wrong.
Bt we finally bought a $165 green baju kurung from Yasmin. If I'm not wrong,
the price is $198 and the salesgirl said, I can give you cheaper, $195. Then I said...
Huh??? $195 only..??? Give me $170 lah... Den she went to her calculator, press some
numbers and said... "I give you $169" I went err... in my head as I have never had the experience of a seller giving me a cheaper price than what I bargained for. And then
she added, "kalau betul2 nak beli saya kasi $165 lah" Ok... I am sooo going to Yasmin
every year to try this bargaining strategy.

Anywho, none of the baju I saw suits my taste and my budget, and so this year,
I shall declare it the first year that I am not buying a new baju Raya. I shall have to
find whatever I have in my almari that still fits me. Mental note: have to look for that
super-huge black baju kebaya I made 6 years ago. Treasure finding session will start soon.
And then I remembered I got no shoes too. You know my case about my pondan feet.
Kalau nk beli mcm merepek jer tk beli baju beli kasut kan. So I've decided to wear my
black slippers that I'm wearing now. It has bling-blings on it, so tk nampak mcm selipar
jepun lah.

Moving on, we went to Sultanah as I think we are subconsciously guilty that we did not
buy any baju from Sultanah thie year. Even Kak Su kata kiter dh tk geng dier. Bt we went
there for a mission you see. To get Mak Lek a.k.a Mak Mentua Along a.k.a Mak Shahreil
this brooch yang sebesar tapak tangan (without the fingers maybe..). Before you get all so shocked, NO, Mak Lek did not ask for a brooch that big, bt yes, Shahreil took Kak Julie's
words literally. He tends to do that. But then we got her a brooch almost that big.
It's very the vavavoom.

We then proceed to Joo Chiat complex or to be precise, Shahreil then drove me to
Joo Chiat Compex so that I can buy for him 3 tix to Wings concert.
Now that we are on this topic, Yani and Nadia, wanna come????

Then we drove to TM to catch the 4.50pm show for Step Brothers. Si pompan
dari gua musang ni biasalah dah lama tk tgk wayang kan... mcm excited gitu. Tapi yang
tak best nyer bile masuk wayang and tak angkat coke kat tangan... Hmm..
Pas pose ni I have to go to the movies. BTW, I have this Buy 1 get 1 free voucher
yg valid till 30 Sep sbb my birthday month kan. I forgot to bring it yesterday, so I still
have it with me. Siapa nak tgk wayang ngan I before the 30th???

We then went to Bali Thai to buka poser. We bought this ala-carte buffet thingy and had
a fill. Kenyang oiiii....! And then we proceeded to Giant to buy 7 cartons of F&N drinks -
5 for my house and 2 for Cik Ahmad's House (sponsored by my mum). If budget this year
was better, I would have sponsored that for him like the past years, bt too bad...
Which reminds me I have to forget about getting new sarung bantal besar, new alas kaki for
the toilet and cadar for my room. I have no time to get it. Money? I can eat more grass
and air in October and spare a bit for the house. Maybe I'll rush on Sat or Sun and get them.

So back from Cik Ahmad's house I drove the car. According to Shahreil very slowly,
but he was exxagerating. It was slower than normal, bt not THAT slow. Anywho, I have
not drive for exactly 1 year 1 mth and I keep thinking at the back of my head that
Nadleen and Afni was involved in an accident recently. And both of them are what I call
veteran drivers. Ok, Afni was involved in a 4-cars pile-up to be exact. So thinking about that
made me more nervous. I mean very the Scarry Merry on the Rocks kan! Bt, both of
them are fine, bt not their cars, obviously. And the car I was driving is not even mine!
Kalau pape jadi kat kreta tu, I can count on eating grass and air for the rest of my life! That,
plus Shahreil jusssst got the car bumper injured. I do not want to make it worse!

So we reach home almost at 9.30pm and after washing my face I quickly went to see Ryan.
So sad that I did not spend my time-off by lazing around with him. Even sadder that
Along and Shahreil said the next time we'll see Tonet is during Raya. Bt now, I have clips
of him in my digicam, so I can watch them over and over again whenever I miss
that kementot guy. That or video calls!

I went to bed early yesterday at around 11pm. Though still sleepy when I woke up
for work, it was slightly less sleepy as compared to the previous nightsssss. Bt now, I'm
bored as hell, sleepy as hell, grumpy as hell.

My mood lifted up a bit, just a tinyyyyyyyyyyy notch when I realised that my gaji
dah naik by another $80. Yeayyy!!!! And since they owe me from Jun 08, my this
month's pay is soooo much higher. Yeayyy!!! Now, I can buy stuffs for the house
and might not have to eat grass for that!

And if you are wondering if I did bake any kuihs yesterday as promised, well..
the answer is an obvious NO.

Oh well, I can buy more kuehs and eat grass later. Or eat all the kuehs for lunch and
dinner for 1 mth.

I suddenly can't wait for Raya.

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 12:41 PM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Happy Birthday Shikin!!!!

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 2:31 PM

Monday, September 22, 2008

Coming Soon

Yes! My 100th post! Thanks to all my posting in August 08 & Sep 08 I guess.
I've never thought that I will get this far in blogging!

And the countdown *drum roll pls*
1 Day to My Birthday!!!!

I had my first birthday celebration yesterday! Almost a surprise birthday celebration
except that I already knew about it. Hahah! So who I had it with?
Herni & Afni!
We had a buka session at Seoul Garden Tampines.
And they surprised me with cupcakes! So sweeeet!!

Thanks darlingsssss! I'll put up the pics here soon k!

On a sadder note.
With ard 1 week to Raya, I am so shocked that I have not made any preparations
for it. This is the first time I really, seriously, don't feel like preparing anything.
I dunno why, bt it seems like the whole family don't feel like doing anything for Raya
I have not even started baking!
Kemas rumah tu jgn ckp lah eh.
I might not even have the mood to gantung langsir!

I try to listen to Raya songs for inspirations bt somehow, it's not working.
Maybe it's the age. Maybe the fact that Along is no longer around changes the
whole status quo. After all, year after year, only Along and me in-charge of the baking
while the rest tolong-tolong. Diyana in-charge of kemas rumah, and then kiter
eksyen tolong-tolong. Yang lagi 3 ekor tu jangan cakap lah eh.

I told myself that I will try baking on Tues and Wed.
Let's see if that will happen...

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 2:13 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008

Birthday Countdown!

In my 99th Post,
I shall continue my countdown!

4 DAYS TO GO TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Siapa di sini yang baik hati agaknyer eh...???

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 3:33 PM

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Birthday Wish List!

With less than a week to go,
this birthday wish list is sooooo long overdue!
But you got up till 22nd Septer 2008 23:59:59 to get me what I want
for my birthday!
Anyway, being the nice me, I do accept late and belated gifts.
I fully understand that you must be busy.

So here it goes!

1) A car. Tak kisah lah kalau kreta kelisa sekali pun asalkan bukan kreta mainan. The kind that I can drive in and cost at least $45,000. Trima Kasih. Sayanggggg dier!

2) A laptop. Tak kisah apa model gak. Asalkan its brand new, nice colour and most importantly light. Of coz it has to work well too. Tak naklah laptop yg slow nak mampus eh... Trima Kasih. Sayangggggggg dier!

3) A digital camera. Memandangkan aku asik procrastinate jer nak beli bende nie, might as well lah kan. Canon Ixus yg latest tu eh. Trima Kasih. Sayangggg dier!

4) An LCD screen TV and DVD recorder / player. Ini untuk bilikku. Trima Kasih. Sayanggggg dier!

5) M.A.C Make up Train Case. I heard Nadia is buying this for me. So... Trima Kasih Nadia... Sayanggggg Nadia!

6) If there is a train case, there must be make up kan??? Full make up set by M.A.C or GloMinerals. Trima Kasih. Sayangggggg dier!

7) Victoria's Secret. I'm a sucker for all things beautiful and sexy. (I guess that's why I'm bankrupt!) The last time I bought something for VS was a veryyy long time ago. Abt a month plus. And I am itching to get my hands on their latest collections. Trima Kasih. Sayangggg dier!

8) Show me the Monay!!!! For all you lazy-bums who are not willing to go out and spend time to buy me a prezzie, I don't mind getting cash. Sempena bulan yg sangat mulia ini, dan sempena ulangtahun ku yg jatuh pada malam-malam terakhir bulan Ramadhan (mungkin mlm Lailatul Qadar tu...), apa kata, hadiahkan saja saya wang tunai sekurang-kurangnya SGD$500. Trima kasih. Sayangggg dier!

9) DVDs - Please look at my last birthday wishlist. The titles are the same. Trima Kasih. Sayanggggg dier!

10) A Romantic Date with.... jeng jeng jeng... Kalau aku kata all the cute guys in the world, mcm greedy sgt kan...?? So I'll be good and only select a few. Dan calon-calonnya adalah...
a) My Sayang, My Pak Ngah, Awie!!!
b) My Darling, Yusry!!!
c) Hans Isaac!!! (utk kick Doraemon n Ju-on of the picture)
d) Fahrin Ahmad!!! (utk mengubati hati yang luka)
e) Teuku Zacky!!! (to swoon all nite long)
f) My Lust, Uki Kautsar!!! (to jump on him!)
g) Indra L. Bruggman (to chk out if he's gay or not)
h) Oh, how can I forget this guy??? James Spellman. The one person that can make Brad Pitt looks like nothing. Oooohhhh....
and all the cute guys se-nusantara. Trima Kasih. Sayangggggggggggggggggg dier!

11) The most expensive tickets to Ungu in Concert, Russell Peters and Awie in Concert. Trima kasih. Sayanggggggggggggggggg dier!

12) All expenses paid trip. I am in a desperate need of a long holiday. Trima Kasih. Sayangggg dier!

13) Last bt not least: Siapa nak belikan aku a bouquet of flowers??? And surprise me!

So, no pressure kan all my wish list sumer get-able. Thank you in advance eh!!!

COUNTDOWN: 5 MORE DAYS TO GO!!!!

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 10:22 AM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Money No Enough

I am not talking about the movie, bt I am talking about myself.

If you read my previous entry, I transferred a whopping $2526.10 to Malaysia
and that's only 50% of the cost.

I just paid $3531 for my sem 2 Uni fees and another $1000 for the London
fee.

I just paid $500 for a PC.

I just paid $380 for my fitness program.

I received notification that my premium for my policy is due. That's another $196.
I thought it was only due in December.

And I haven't even settle for Raya. The cartons of drinks. The kueh2 and the ingredients
for the kueh2. The sarung bantals. The alas kakis. The cadar for my room.

Oh ya, not even a baju for Raya. I think this year I will not be buying any.

And I havent even deduct expenses for the month, You know, bills and repayment of loans.
I have to pay $110 for CPF and $532 for Maybank. And hp bills, telephone bills and net bills.
And my transportation expenses. And of coz my other insurance premiums.

And then I wanna go watch Ungu, Russelle Peters and of Coz my sayang Awie!

Be patient kin... soon.... this will be over... InsyaAllah.....

Hmm... I shall think of a way! I shall find an extra thing to do!

Anybody care to suggest job no 7,8, 9 or even 10????

And to think my birthday is next week..............

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 4:48 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

A.N.E.H

"Ada sesuatu yang ANEH akan terjadi!"

Ingat tak lagu nie? Kalau awak semua tidak tahu lagu apakah ini,
ini membuktikan yang awak kental dan bukan peminat KRU dan awak kental.

As you all know (or at least for those who knows me personally),
I am a Die-Hard Fan of KRU.
Or was a Die-Hard Fan.
But NO! I am still a fan. Maybe not so die-hard lah.
Ok. I am a not so Die-Hard-Fan-Like When-I-Was-Younger Fan of KRU.
So, OBVIOUSLY I pretty much know every single song that belongs to KRU.
Well, at least lagu-lagu KRU pada zaman aku muda-muda dulu
(walaupun aku masih muda kerana dalam masa seminggu baru hendak menjejaki
zaman Sweet Seventeen. Jangan Jealous Eh!)
Zaman sekarang...er..lagu-lagu yang top hits jer kot...

So KRU have this one particular song entitled "Aneh".
I do love that song. And the lyrics as written above, is bringing a new meaning to me.
Not the whole song lah! Or is it?

Adakah sinar ataupun sirna membawa daku ke sini?
Segalanya samar mengabur mata
Aku tidak mengerti

Prasangka Menjelma
Di minda
Menimbulkan sangsi

Suatu yang penuh misteri
Kini bermula menyelubungi
Tak tahu mengapa tapi kuterasa
Bagai sesuatu yang aneh akan terjadi

Adakah mimpi atau realiti?
Atau sekadar tekanan emosi?
Terasa diriku bagai di buru
Oh apakah salah aku?

DilemaBersangkar
Di kepala
Ku mangsa situasi

Apa yang ku maksudkan
Bukanlah rekaan untuk mendapat perhatian
Walau sukar tuk dipercaya
Tapi itu bisikan hati yang dapat kurasa
Bagai suatu bayang mengekori
Dari siang ke malam berterusan mencari
Semoga ini hanyalah fantasi
Dan katakan padaku bermimpi di siang hari

Pokok dan pangkalnya....
Ia suatu misteri and aneh...

Will I ever get the answers to it?
I will never know...

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 5:00 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

Monday Blues

I think I have permanent Monday Blues syndrome.
The kind that attacks not necessarily on Mondays, bt Mon-Fri,
and to be a bit more specific, during office hours. Or 2.5 hours before office hours.
Today, I had the attack again. Of coz people, Its Monday!

I am really starting to dislike going to work as I am starting to dread working.
If you ask me why, I can give you the reasons and millions of excuses.
Bt the reasons are the ones that killing me now.
I really am at the verge of screaming "I QUIT!!!"
Like that's even remotely possible.

At such a young age (I'm turning 17 next week!),
the responsibilities I shoulder is really taking a toll on me.
I can't wait for it to be over!!!
Except,
It'll NEVER be OVER!!!

I had a brief meeting yesterday with Nini and Khai and since Khai was late,
Nini and me talked and talked about our lives. As compared to our friends lives.
God! They lead such smooth-sailing lives I'm telling you.
What did they do that we didn't?
But both Nini and me both concluded, that this is the better way.
At least we get to be proud of our achievements. We value things more.
We have a more matured thinking. (YEAH RITE!!!!)
And most importantly, we are stronger. I think.

I shall wait for the day that I am soooooo successful and happy
that I forget all these stupid ramblings!!!

You know what? My birthday is a week away and yet
I have not put up my wishlist!!! Do I even have the time for it???
Anyway, supposedly my birthday falls on Malam Lailatul Qadar,
I get anything I want right???
Hehehehehhehe... Cool!!!
I have to put up the list tmr! I shall try and steal time...
Sayang sayangs.... sayang hadiahkan apa utk sayang eh...????

Ooh... I got a gossip. Bt it's soooo sizzling hot that..
I'll just keep it to myself!!!
For now.
At least!

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 5:48 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008

Wheel of Fortune

I am not talking about the famous game here.
I am going to reveal something today. Something that I did early this year.
Nothing scandalous.
But sort of a taboo, I guess.

I went to get my fortune told! I have been wanting to do this.
Why? I don't know. Just because, I guess.
And my intention to do it has been overwhelming ever since I worked
in my previous workplace, due to the influence of my colleagues there.
(Auntie Laura! I'm talking about you okay!)
And even more when I stepped to Bangkok and found out that there's
an English-speaking fortune teller in the hotel I stayed.

I didn't do it the first time I went there.
I wanted so much to but I didn't.
Then, when I went to KL in Dec last year and saw a famous fortune teller's
shop, the Master wasn't around.
So the second time I went Bangkok, I told myself, I have to do it!
I told my intentions to my cousin and surprise, surprise, she wanted to
do it too!
But we both know we can't let her parents know about it. Or mine.
So it's our lil secret. We crept out of our hotel room slowly to avoid any suspicions.

Honestly, I am quite sceptical lah. I mean, this kinda things, easily cheatable kan?
Luckily it was cheap lah. I won't tell you everything she told me. That's private.
Bt I' still share the unimportant points lah kan...

The first thing she told me after looking at my stars was:
"Your leg will give you problems this year"
I was soooooooooooo shocked. I nearly blurted out
"HOW IN THE WORLD DO YOU KNOW THAT??! IS ITBTHE WAY I WALK???!"
Bt being the actress me, I pretended like I was sceptical and curious, so I said,
very calmly and cool-ly of coz,
"Huh? problems? my leg? like what?"
"problems. always in pain. diff sorts of pain. this year very bad. very painful."
"er... how u know this kin of things?"
she looked at me like I am the stupidest person and asked the stupidest question.
"from your stars."
"you mean you can know just by my stars???"
she gave me the look again. nodded slooowwwwly and said
"yes..."
"oooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"
damn I felt like an idiot! how am I to know that stars can tell me that my legs
will give me major problems?!

Bt you know what's important about what she said?
IT'S ALL TRUE!!!
It's true that my leg has been giving me problems since the start of the year.
And I was just telling my cousin (before we went to meet the FT)
that I don't know what's wrong with my legs. My legs has been giving me problems,
bt since 2008 it has been giving me more serious problems.
The trip was in Feb. And till now, my leg is in pain. I really don't know
what's wrong with it. All I can say is, I can't wait for the year to be over,
so that it'll go back to being normal. InsyaAllah...

I keep applying minyak and all sorts of rub to my leg. It still ain't getting better.
Ayah did like prepare for me air untuk mandi bt for 3 days only.
Now its back. I can't even walk properly. Jalan mcm org tempang!

Bt that's not all. She said something else.
According to her my health is not so good this year.
"You will be very sick this year. Bt will be ok. Little bit sick only."
Can she make up her mind???
"How sick???" I asked.
"Very sick. But still okay. No worry."
Bt she didn't tell what kind of sickness though.

And you may have guessed it!
This is my most sickly year of all!
As you know, I went for my op in June. And then a few weeks back I was
down with the sickness and right now I am having a fever relapse.
Ntahlah due to audit ke, weather ke, terperanjat sbb ehem ehem ke,
atau mmg penyakit kemarin lum tul2 sembuh.
To date aku ambik 11 days MC tau! and 3 days hosp leave!
Tak pernah macam ni seumur hidup ku!

Before you think that the FT is superbly wonderful, think again.
She didn't get one component of my life right.
One extremely important component!
And due to this incorrect-ness, I am scared shit!
Coz I think I already know what will happen and I don't want it at all!!!
It's the one thing that I sooooo wanna avoid in life!

Though the FT told us that our luck, or fate, or whatever you call it,
can change, I am still not satisfied.
And for that, I am going for a second opinion.
Meaning, I shall go for another round of FT!

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 1:20 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

This Charming Man

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 9:09 AM

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Disturbed's Summary

Pejam celik pejam celik dah 10 hari puasa! Time flies man!

Not like I'm complaining. Most of the time I want it to fly past me so fast - except when it comes to Ryan of coz. I want him to stay this cute forever. So that I can cuddle him, so that he can tido meniarap on me, so that he stays obedient (er... obedient ke budak tak tahu sabar nie???), so that I'll always love him (I got a feeling as he grows up, I'll get more irritated with him - that, plus the kebiadapan budak2 zaman sekarang...ishh... selisih... tklah... Ryan budak baik kan.... kan... kan...). I dun care if he pretends to 'pengsan' all the time and eksyen and manja and impatient. Just stay like this. Plus if he stays like this, that means I will stay like this forever! Not like I want to stay like this forever, mostly I can't wait for 3 years to pass by so fast so that I can...erm... better not say it here, all will be revealed... not so soon, bt it will be revealed... bt at the same time I don't wanna grow old! I don't want anymore stupid responsibilities! I have enough! I still wanna be manja2 with my parents and get away with it. I don't want to face anymore harsh truth of growing up. Growing up sucks! Plus, I don't want my parents and my grandparents to grow old too. They are too old that they can't grow anymore older and I am just sooooooooooooooooooooooo NOT ready for that.



Ok, what the hell am I rambling about again?



Talking about puasa and raya - this year mcm tul2 tkder mood aku nk beraya. Well, maybe mood lum sampai kot... I'm just tired most of the time and macam nk pikir utk preparation pun dh tk larat dah (awat lak aku bobal mcm org seberang nie..) Maybe my focus is on you-know-what. This is the crucial time you know. All the preparations and going back and forth and discussing with so many people. The non-stop calculations. No wonder I am so tired everyday. I sooo got no mood to buat kuih this year. Eleh, cakap jer. Every year say the same thing and every year ada 20 mcm kuih.... hmm... what to do... anak dara rajin... kwang kwang kwang...

Tapi yg memusykilkan, siapa nk g cuci chandelier kat umah tu.....? Usually it's Along's job. I do have the intention of demanding her to come back every year to do it for us, bt this year dier masih dlm pantang kan. Alah suro laki dier lah! Or... Ask Suhaimi. Dier yg janji nak buatkan per... I didn't force him.. Ala ambik kesempatan lah, org tgh nk mengampu bakal kakak ipar per... heheheheheheheh.....



Bt I am looking forward to meeting relatives. Ntah kenapa, I am really looking forward to visiting Tok Andak & Nek Andak. And my beloved cuzzies. Of coz I can't wait to see Ryan wearing baju kurung. Hahahahhahah! This year, first year our family celebrate with 2 additions to the family - Shahreil Gajah and Ryan Iskandar. Best nyerrrrrrrr! (due to Ryan solely, Shahreil not included! unless of coz he gets me a car for my birthday and do not bedal me!)



Which reminds me that this month is MY BIRTHDAY MONTH!!! For those yang lupa or eksyen lupa its on the 23rd, on a Tuesday. I shall put up my wishlist here, as usual. Alternatively, I can ask Victoria's Secret to send out an email to you a small part of my wishlist. Maybe I should.



Oh ya, I went for this make-up course on Saturday (30th) and we were forced (kinda) to use this particular popular brand of beauty products. It stinks (Nini cldn't tahan the smell) bt what's worse it gave my skin a reaction! Ada breakout tau! Though I brought the sample back hm, displayed behind my M.A.C in my display cabinet, in my room - I will never touch it ever again. Mcm mana ley popular nie??? Dahlah aku tk g for my fortnightly facial and mandi bunga coz of puasa (malas nak travel jauh2)! So no choice I sental my face with my normal product and now I am going tru my peeling regime again. Hopefully all's weell by Raya. If not... I'm going to sue! Taklah... eksyen jer tu... Tak kuasa mak nk sue-mengesue ni.. Peeling means - no make up! Irritation! Mak degil jugak nyah, ttp tepek muke eh...



Ckp pasal muka, lotsa ppl ckp muka aku lain. Apa yg lainnyer???! Ada yg sampai kata I did something to my face.... So... what did I do to my face? Jeng...jeng.. jeng... Pasal dagu ku yg botox, itu semula jadi eh... tkder cucuk tang sana cucuck tang sini... Yg lain tu...hm.... nnt lah k..



As of yesterday - I am $2526.10 poorer. I transferred the money over and is praying hard that I am doing the right thing. Kadang-kadang pikir jugak, apa yg aku buat nie??!!! And I haf another $2.5 to transfer. So much money involve eh...



I am suppose to have a CV iftar session today at Arnold's... I dunno if I wanna go. I don't feel ready yet.



One more thing, I hate it when people assume things. Look at yourself in the mirror and tell me what you see first. Introspeksi diri dulu bukkkkk, baru ngata orang lain. Ngerti nggak???! Dasar!

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 4:53 PM

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Missing Mr Ryan Iskandar

I MISS RYAN ISKANDAR!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!



On a lighter note, I just found out that the bracelet I won cost SGD1,300.00.
WooHOO!

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 3:18 PM

Monday, September 01, 2008

SELAMAT BERPUASA!

Kepada semua Umat Islam di serata dunia,

SELAMAT BERPUASA!!!

Semoga kita diberkati dengan RahmatNya sepanjang bulan ini. InsyaAllah... Amin.

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 10:05 AM

29th Anniversary!!!

31st August 2008 - 29 years of Marriage! (as per solemnization ceremony)
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MUM AND DAD!!!

May both you be blessed with the best in your life and filled with eternal love!
Your children loves you very much and may our huge family (3 generations!) be in harmony and happy always!

Happy 29th!!!

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 9:39 AM

A Gay, Gay Night

Friday was a gay night!
We had our Teachers' Day Celebration and like last year, we laughed so much!
This year we had an external emcee (which is good as I thought my poor teachers should be resting on a day that is supposed to be celebrating them!). All was fun and the climax was when...


I F*******LY WON A TIFFANY & CO CHARM BRACELET IN THE LUCKY DRAW!!!

WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Happy Teachers' Day, Teachers!!!
Happy Glamouring with your branded bracelet Shikin!

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 9:28 AM

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